i am so tired. having little sleep every night is taking a toll on my body! man.. getting a flu already.. might be spread from Deyang.. well.. it might just be myself.
it felt so wierd. talking to him. awkward silence online. strange right? giving me an ambiguous feeling. a lost and confused state. before i can clear it. he's gone. offline. WTH.. maybe it's good that way. everything is in a i don't know way. maybe by the time we both know. it's over and i am so fine already. except till now.. tears still fall. heart still flipped. stomach turned. all signs of being in love with him are still here. yet i know. he no longer feels. trust me. it's a woman's instinct. well.. i guess i am REALLY ok. what's the point? school work is good enough to keep me busy and tied to my desk 24/7. Rushing projects and meeting deadlines have taken my thoughts of us. it's ok. i have accepted it. WE WILL NEVER BE TOGETHER. thanks for rubbing that in chris. thanks.
anyway.. enuff of that..
can u believe.. i have been looking out at girls with my guys in school? oh man.. NUS is that bad sia.. no guys to look at.. can cry.. wanna look for potential also difficult.. maybe just got to take cross fac module than i guess my chance will come. hahaha. i seriously must learn more lame and crappy jokes to beat deyang!! he the ultimate. let me leave the posting with this lame joke he told me..
which famous historical character/person is "XI FENG QUI"?? *in chinese*
so if other than chinese.. dun try to understand the joke. haha..
the answer shall be revealed in my next posting!!
so watch out!!
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