tired so am i.

i am so tired. this is not working. i have been reading tyring to memorise like LOTS of stuff but they just dun seem to get into my head anymore. the moment i finish one chapter. all memorised nicely done. the next thing i know i start on the next one. memorised. i forget the first. DAMN. the feeling is like SHIT! sigh. am i going to die for my exams? NO NO! i must not. i need to make it. i wanna go for SEP. move on. move on. but i am so lost and tired. can someone help me along the way? i am either too stressed out by many things. i just started to cry for no reason. haha.. yea. i really teared. can't stop. felt so stupid.. but felt better. if this goes on, i think i better stop. man.. does anyone even understand what i am going thru now? sigh.

i simply can't wait for paper to start. cos once the exams start the momentum comes in and soon. within a blink of eye my exams will finally END! phew. i have made so much plans to for my short short holiday. will u fulfil them with me? pls pls? heh. today is the 16th november. 2 more days and my first paper. *sweat* i am really nervous yet anticipating. i think my blog's getting boring. besides just saying bout my exams. there's nothing else. geesh.. where's my life gone to already.. gimme back my life. sigh.

i want to go for his show on 25th and 26th.. but i know. it's just a wish. i can't. DAMN it.

i am so much in need of help. and a little bit more of TLC. can i pls get some? not much. just some. bleh