//QUALITY TIMES//

i'm exactly 2 weeks away from my first paper!! i am so NOT READY!! help.. man.. need so much concentration.. pls.. focus.. sigh..

was feeling kinda perturbed.. all caused by him. am i the last on his mind? where are you after one whole day? why hasn't my phone rang for the whole day..

and .. saw his name on display.. all unhappiness and moodiness went away.. yea. i am a sucker. haha..

although everyday it's less than half an hour. with him laughing half of the time when i acted angry. with another quarter trying to make me say *cheese* so that i can smile. heh. how toopid. and then there he goes yawning... off to dreamzland w/o me.. see.. this is how mean he can be.cos i have to MUG.. man..

for him..

the words u said over the phone in that short half hour when i *zipped* my mouth..

are they true? do you mean them? not just once, not twice.. but alll the times?

i am taking them for real.

so are we for real?

this is just to talk sense into myself.. cos he'll never read.. haha.. and yes! i have decided to make my first day of holiday on 30th novemeber!! listen ppl.. A SLACKER DAY! totally not gg to do anything but nua in front of my TV and using no brain at all.. haha... wanna join me??

but one thing i am really missing now.. is quality times spent with him. sigh. guess i won't get much.. esp the coming dec. i know. i knew and i accept. can't u see.. i AM NOT complaining.haha

i wanna take more pics!!!.. ok.. that was totally no link. haha.. just did for fun.

oooo!! safe trip my dear babe to bangkok.. u know if anything up/down MUST CALL me ah.. regardless how expensive phone call is. haha.. make it one fun trip! with beautiful memories and pics!