i love somthing more than you


it's the eve of a public hoiliday.. opps. it's already? hehe.. hari raya puasa or is it adifitri? hmm.. i just dun know.. anyway.. selamat hari raya! so.. it's a PH once again..

it means i am SO MUCH CLOSER to my exams.. can u believe.. i am having exams real soon.. argh. and i am not ready at all.. help!! i need help.. to be less distracted and concentrate!! how to.. when my comp is in my room..
i really hope to be able to finish studying in time!! pls.. help me god.. guide me.. i am tired.. let me hang on..

it's been so difficult trying to have a good talk with him these days.. work is making him all so tired.. BUT.. just a call at night can just make my day so much better.. does he know that? i doubt so.. cos i really just get ONE call a day.. and it's less than the time i talk to all my friends in school.. *bang* shoot me in the heart.. yes.. right at the heart.. sigh.. wil he ever understand.. i think i better stop falling in too much.. i think it's more than him already. god damn it. i hate to be the one falling. will u fall with me? tell me what to do.. at least be LESS MEAN to me.. BE NICE can u..

enough of my crankiness.. i shall get a good night rest and start studying early tmr.. no more wasting of my time.. 4 weeks more and it's HOLS!! counting down..

ooo.. before i go..





guys guys.. go check out the ice cream palour - BEN & JERRY'S at suntec city!! woohoo.. went there with claud.. was suppose to have dinner.. but guess when one is down.. even the best food won't entice you to eat.. so.. hopefully the colours at ben and jerry did cheer claud up.. thou i know.. it's still bleeding ni the heart.. anything u know who to look for babe.. although i am tied with studying now.. but soon i'll be done and have the whole world of time for you!! so hang on till then k!!

I LOVE BEN & JERRY'S.. more than i love you. *bleh*