school has started. and coming to an end soon. in my opinion. heh. i bummed tuesday away. thinking that i will go for a swim. ruined by the rain. so i stayed home and nua. printed some notes and realise ink is running out AGAIN! i tell u. this sem has so much readings to print. so much that it's sucking me dry! argh. so i gave up printing and decided i should print on friday. and thereafter i decided to take my freaking thick investment analysis textbook and seriously i attempted to read. who knows. i saw all letter ZZzzzZZZ in the book and yep i was in lala land. haha.. and who knows i woke up with a headache. guess it must be the food i ate. cos i did not eat proper. i feel so bad. cos i totally wasted a day away. sigh. but well. it's just one of the rare chance to be away from meetings, away from classes, away from everything and just be by myself and nua-ed.
what else did i do on tues (my unofficial off day) hmm. oh i chanced upon a blog. and a part that i read did make my heart hurt a bit and felt sad for a while. for him/her. for what him/her had felt at that point in time. not that i experienced it. but perhaps i am afraid i will experience it. but i guess i shouldn't live with that fear of having to experience that. cos i guess only if i experience it then i can truly appreciate when i find it back again. but yea the main point was that i felt sad when he/she was sad. that's the point.
and yes. a day passed and it is or should i say it was wednesday. cos now it's thursday morning at 1am. and i am still awake. searching for songs. searching for tools. and would definitely search for God. today was quite ok. i would not say boring. went school for internship briefing. and erm. i totally screwed it. like i missed the compilation for CV and did not get the FOLDER!! ah.. not as if i will use it if i got it. haha. but ya! just like omg. i missed it. and the worse part is. they say will not crtique anymore CV!! what the... i was like ok fine. what am i still in the LT listening for. haha. damn.
left the LT. got the videos and yeap i am to revive my skills once again. seems eons since i last did. but i hope i can do something out of that. heh. and yay! my resume got critiqued at least by erm prof mau. haha. he spend so much time on his resume that i think can on par with stephanie liao. haha. so not a total wasted effort to do my resume.
the main highlight of the day was... i went down to fides. to create awareness and publicise our CAW Rally. amazing how God worked. there was a huge number according to Julia (head of Fides). usually there are little. so today. he knew we needed to let them know. he knew we want so much to bring this Rally to everyone and he has proved it! Amen! though there were lukewarm responses. there were also positive ones. and as long as there is one positive one. we have reached out. that's at least how i feel. for when two or three are gathered, he is in the presence.
so Lord, you know how much we want to bring more people to you. but we know as long as we trust that through you everything will work out, you will show us the way. and today by bringing so many people to fides for prayer meet, Lord i saw you among them. the few postive responses. I thank you Lord for them. for the lukewarm ones, i thank you also Lord. For with those we are motivated to continue to reach out to them. continue to grant us the strength and courage to publicise and create more awareness of this rally to bring all of us back to you. the non believers, the lapse catholics and catholics to rekindle, witness and to strengthen the Faith we have in you. As the days draw nearer, Lord watch over each and everyone of us in the CAW committee, all members in sub coms or sub sub coms, just watch over everyone of us to keep our focus on you always and remember that with love there is no fear and we have the courage through Christ.
Amen.
what else did i do on tues (my unofficial off day) hmm. oh i chanced upon a blog. and a part that i read did make my heart hurt a bit and felt sad for a while. for him/her. for what him/her had felt at that point in time. not that i experienced it. but perhaps i am afraid i will experience it. but i guess i shouldn't live with that fear of having to experience that. cos i guess only if i experience it then i can truly appreciate when i find it back again. but yea the main point was that i felt sad when he/she was sad. that's the point.
and yes. a day passed and it is or should i say it was wednesday. cos now it's thursday morning at 1am. and i am still awake. searching for songs. searching for tools. and would definitely search for God. today was quite ok. i would not say boring. went school for internship briefing. and erm. i totally screwed it. like i missed the compilation for CV and did not get the FOLDER!! ah.. not as if i will use it if i got it. haha. but ya! just like omg. i missed it. and the worse part is. they say will not crtique anymore CV!! what the... i was like ok fine. what am i still in the LT listening for. haha. damn.
left the LT. got the videos and yeap i am to revive my skills once again. seems eons since i last did. but i hope i can do something out of that. heh. and yay! my resume got critiqued at least by erm prof mau. haha. he spend so much time on his resume that i think can on par with stephanie liao. haha. so not a total wasted effort to do my resume.
the main highlight of the day was... i went down to fides. to create awareness and publicise our CAW Rally. amazing how God worked. there was a huge number according to Julia (head of Fides). usually there are little. so today. he knew we needed to let them know. he knew we want so much to bring this Rally to everyone and he has proved it! Amen! though there were lukewarm responses. there were also positive ones. and as long as there is one positive one. we have reached out. that's at least how i feel. for when two or three are gathered, he is in the presence.
so Lord, you know how much we want to bring more people to you. but we know as long as we trust that through you everything will work out, you will show us the way. and today by bringing so many people to fides for prayer meet, Lord i saw you among them. the few postive responses. I thank you Lord for them. for the lukewarm ones, i thank you also Lord. For with those we are motivated to continue to reach out to them. continue to grant us the strength and courage to publicise and create more awareness of this rally to bring all of us back to you. the non believers, the lapse catholics and catholics to rekindle, witness and to strengthen the Faith we have in you. As the days draw nearer, Lord watch over each and everyone of us in the CAW committee, all members in sub coms or sub sub coms, just watch over everyone of us to keep our focus on you always and remember that with love there is no fear and we have the courage through Christ.
Amen.
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