ON A TIRED NOTE
ah. i am so dead tired. not that i know how tired dead can be but yes. i am that tired. the weekend was burnt. did not manage to start my readings yet. have to start now. really like soon. i cannot go on like this. being stupid. i realy don't need that reminder that i am stupid. i did not need that reminder that my cap was bad. i did not need what i received.
why is it that no one seems to understand where i am coming from these days sometimes. i did my part as a student. i did what i am to do as a leader. yet as a student i failed. very badly. but i did try. so why am i still like that? perhaps it all boils down to the same? that elaine is stupid. =(
how many times i have been called stupid. all because i always give it all 100% when i do something. regardless. how many times i have hurt myself in this process and became disillusioned with human race. i still end up giving so much. Lord i ask for nothing but to continue to learn to give. especially to give without expecting anything in return.
i am so sleepy. so tired. have not cleaned up my room yet. mo and kel suppose to come so we can all motivate each other to call the parishes. may we have the courage and perserve to go on regardless what obstacles we might have or come along our journey to reach out for more ppl to come for the AWE-SOME RALLY! and i really mean. AWE-SOME!
blogging a prayer tonight.
Dear Father,
Thank you for the days that have passed by so quickly especially this whole weekend. Thank you for being with me this time of work. Thou i may be exhausted mentally, physically let me not be exhausted spiritually. Lord, remind me that there is no other greater than you and to look for you whenever in doubt or difficulty. Take away that bag of stress, that another bag of worries and also a bag of burdens. Teach me to turn to you whenever i am down. Teach me to let go of whatever i have gone through or put up with. As i prepare myself for a good rest tonight lord, i just ask you to bewtow me sufficient rest to continue this challenging semseter. this semester where family and even friends misunderstandings wll occur. Lord our Father, i pray for all who are stressed and tired with work and never ending meetings to experience the rest which you provide always.
i am unhappy Lord. And i know the way to resolve that would be to seek more of you, so i fall on my knees and bow my head. i seek you to grant me that peace and loving heart as you have always done. This we ask through Christ Our Lord.
Amen
ah. i am so dead tired. not that i know how tired dead can be but yes. i am that tired. the weekend was burnt. did not manage to start my readings yet. have to start now. really like soon. i cannot go on like this. being stupid. i realy don't need that reminder that i am stupid. i did not need that reminder that my cap was bad. i did not need what i received.
why is it that no one seems to understand where i am coming from these days sometimes. i did my part as a student. i did what i am to do as a leader. yet as a student i failed. very badly. but i did try. so why am i still like that? perhaps it all boils down to the same? that elaine is stupid. =(
how many times i have been called stupid. all because i always give it all 100% when i do something. regardless. how many times i have hurt myself in this process and became disillusioned with human race. i still end up giving so much. Lord i ask for nothing but to continue to learn to give. especially to give without expecting anything in return.
i am so sleepy. so tired. have not cleaned up my room yet. mo and kel suppose to come so we can all motivate each other to call the parishes. may we have the courage and perserve to go on regardless what obstacles we might have or come along our journey to reach out for more ppl to come for the AWE-SOME RALLY! and i really mean. AWE-SOME!
blogging a prayer tonight.
Dear Father,
Thank you for the days that have passed by so quickly especially this whole weekend. Thank you for being with me this time of work. Thou i may be exhausted mentally, physically let me not be exhausted spiritually. Lord, remind me that there is no other greater than you and to look for you whenever in doubt or difficulty. Take away that bag of stress, that another bag of worries and also a bag of burdens. Teach me to turn to you whenever i am down. Teach me to let go of whatever i have gone through or put up with. As i prepare myself for a good rest tonight lord, i just ask you to bewtow me sufficient rest to continue this challenging semseter. this semester where family and even friends misunderstandings wll occur. Lord our Father, i pray for all who are stressed and tired with work and never ending meetings to experience the rest which you provide always.
i am unhappy Lord. And i know the way to resolve that would be to seek more of you, so i fall on my knees and bow my head. i seek you to grant me that peace and loving heart as you have always done. This we ask through Christ Our Lord.
Amen
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