happy-ness from within

welcome doggie year

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

my greetngs to everyone reading my blog.. it's the doggie year.. i am so glad the old year has gone and the new year came.. with lotsa surprises and lotsa love i received.

i guess to feel loved, one must know how it feels not to be loved. if not how would you know you had been loved. haha.. am i right? it's always so easy just to say.. and to put into actions.. it's always stuck somewhere. wanna know why i said this year is so much better? cos there are so many good things happening to me..

first of all.. i can finally start learning driving!! for i have passed my advance theory paper. secondly. look at my wishlist.. look what's missing.. IPOD NANO!! woo.. all thanks to my godma - more like fairy godma now.. she granted it and gave me a HUGE surprise on new year day one. tears almost fell when i opened the gift. i was touched to the ultimate. never even told her before. and tada.. appeared right in front of my eyes. was suppose to be a reward for me for getting into uni.. well.. i really felt so loved. like regardless how.. i know my family will always be there for me. i love you lord for giving me such a wonderful family. to love me regardless of how i am.

days had been rather the same since sch started.. haven't really settled down to study too.. bad elaine. sigh. guess after this weekend. the battle shall begin. haha.. then again. haha.. oh this is so bad.. haven't been able to keep up with my swim and jog routine cos of new year.. gotta start that engine too.. haha.. luckily i went this morning and had a good swim. amazing thing happened. the same bus driver drove me to swim and picked me back home after my swim. and he rememebered me! hahaha.. cannot believe it. i shall see if it happens again on monday when i go for my swim again.. haha..

oh.. besides all those above. something interesting happened this new year. as usual our clique went house visitin.. and i finally am proud to announce. i am SO OVER my ex boyfriend. clap,my friends. clap.. haha.. glad i took this step and paid a visit to his parents and his sister.. genevieve changed to a pretty girl now.. shall upload the pic i took with her when i get hold of them.. we talked and to my surprise.. i felt so relieved talking to them. his mum esp. i used to be so afraid of talking to auntie.. yet this time i felt nice talking to her. humans are all like this don't they.. but i am glad god gave me the courage and allowed me to move on so happily.

i guess that's one of the achievement this new year which i will remember till next new year. haha.. the only thing i must say is.. rats shouldn't gamble this yr!! i lost like 20 over bucks.. damn it. luckily lunch next day at rice table - celebration for chick and ace's bday was a treat!! thanks lachicko! muack! haha.. i saw them walking in hand in hand. sat at the opp end of the table. nothing was in my mind i swear. just thinking should we even try to talk. but well.. before i can think too far. they left. haha.. what the hell.. guess god has its plans. all i can say is.. i no longer feel anything. cos we should be mature enough by now to face each other don't we. tsk! oh.. and after lunch i ended up hanging with the guys playing lan game! and boy.. i paid to learn but it was fun! i surely won't mind joining them for another game in the future! so if any of you guys reading this! ask me along!! *bleh*

so so.. that almost sums up my new year holidays.. how bout you guys? hope everyone had a wonderful time too!! esp counting hong bao money!! ooo..

oh yea.. before i sign off.. enjoy some random pictures. some were my trip back to singapore poly with my poly gang.. some were i don't even remember when.. haha.. and some.. new year itself.. but for new year pics.. more to come when lachicko passes me the CD.. hee.. as for now.. sit back and enjoy the pics!

chinese new year 2006 - part 1