Monday, July 05, 2010

a price too much to pay

I just kinda screwed my life up.

2 months was all the doctor is giving me. Is it enough to change my life around?
Or am I destined to live a life with needles and jabs?

O Lord, Please allow me to surrender my life wholly to you and leave those tears and fears behind.

I am really scared.

1 comment:

  1. Don't just give up and surrender! I refuse to believe that that's God's will. I have to admit I have no experience living with a serious illness. I don't know what it's like and it's hard to imagine. I just hope that you will fight hard to bring your life around. If it's two months you have then that can be a long time. I believe in you!

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