seriously

I don't know
Seriously.

It is tiring to be the one waiting.
Have you ever tried waiting for a message or an email,
Or a reply that seems to take forever to come or not come at all?
It gets tougher each day.
Some days, it feels like my tears are choking me
As i get thrown into the sea of uncertainity
But I am still trying and trying hard
Now I am confused on how hard I should try
Shouldn't this be mutual?

It's like the analogy of clapping my hands
To hear a clap, you need both hands to move
But i feel one hand has grown tired and i don't know how else I could make that hand move
Maybe the other hand will grow tired really soon
And maybe that's when it marks the end of trying

Do you feel how I feel sometimes?
Tell me I'm not alone in this.

Yes. i know what this is.
It's the most dreaded. PMS.
Grrr.