happy-ness from within

i have lost two loved ones within two weeks ended.
guess they have reunited in heavens with grandma. rest in peace gong gong and lao gou.

ever wonder and sat down to think how short one's life can be. seeing both the old folks before they took their last breathe, gasping for oxygen. shaking due to high fever. i said a prayer to ask god to let his will be done. if this is his will, let him do his will.

sigh. seeing death upon them made me learn to appreciate my time with daddy and mummy. never take them for granted i have learnt. cos one day they might forget you when they are old and it will be too late to do or say anything more to them. i love you mummy and daddy. althou i might seem to bully them everyday. haha. i still love them ok. hmpf.

my hongkong trip was fine as i rushed back from hk on fri night. grandpa left on wed morning and dad only told me on fri. sigh. i was shocked and lost. being in hk and not being in spore at that point in time sucked. i wanted so much to be back here with my family. paying my last respects to grandpa. luckily thanks to claud back here i manage to get my tix and rushed to airport to catch the night flight. this trip is such a "rushed" trip. i made a final decision to rush to airport to fly to hk and a rushed trip back to spore so as to see gong gong's last. what a trip i must say. besides this.. i didn't really had much time to shop. cos the day i was to shop i received the news from dad. so i guess i shall start saving again and wait for GSS to shop!! muahahaha.

oh oh.. know what.. going on a trip can help create chemistry between a girl and a boy wor. heh. dun think too much, it's not me i am talking about. but er hem. two of whom we went on the trip together.. hehe.. good news that's all i am saying. i am happy for them just that a bit shocked. cos i guess next sem for me will be so different. cos the kaki will be gone.. sobz.. what am i to do.. god.. send some new kakis to me.. hee.. just one will do god. hee.. someone please? well well.. guess like what many has said. he has not appeared yet. so i shall wait patiently. meanwhile i decided not to search anymore. i want to stop. heh. .................

so how is everyone. school ppl i know are enjoying their hols. my poly friends.. exams exams for them now.. jia you my girls!!! waiting for you gers to finish and PARTAY!!! as for claudia yea.. now i am super free so babe!! wat ya waiting for.. let's go out and make plans what to do when june's back. heh.. oh yea. and i am so dead looking forward for out bintan trip!! woohoo.. sun beach and perhaps some booze if any. heh.

it's almost coming to half a year since i heard from him as well. wonder how he is. hope he is fine. so 6 months almost over for 2006. how fast time flies. it's time to really settle down and think of what i wanna achieve over the remaining months of 2006.

1) start my driving lessons. (finally)
2)...................

for now i can't think of any as of yet. hahaha.. so await for my future posts i guess i will remember to talk bout that topic. hee.. as for now shalll upload some pics to sum up my holidays in hongkong!! enjoy peeps!!