it is going to be a long week till next tuesday.
my mind can't seem to take away anything negative.
it isn't time yet. please let it not be.
there is nothing i could do but to be strong i guess.
but i am afraid, afraid it's news we never wantd to hear.
God, i know i haven't been on the good list of late and somehow when this happens, i cannot help but feel like maybe you are punishing me. So does this means i shall repent and come back at once and a mircale will happen? I 'm sorry but i have become immune and numb to these things, i have become too realistic. i hate this feeling i really do. God, keep him safe. I cannot even bear to entertain the thought of losing him.
I can't go on writing cos it only makes me cry.
daddy, please stay safe.
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