accepting the reality is harder than i thought.
i thought i knew it already but yet when i hear it once again and realise that yes it's happenning, i seem to find myself falling into this questioning of self worthy and evaluating myself all over again.
the ex-es. yes not one but both ex-es are getting married.
there is definitely something that i haven't been doing right and till today i still do not know why and how i can make it work for me one day somehow.
i thought i could be cool and find a friend again but sadly i am not able to. call me selfish call me childish. i need more time again. i know you are reading this and therefore i am writing specially just so you know.
congratulations for this is what you have been looking for. one day when i am ready and by that time maybe you are already a daddy, we could meet one day with your family and hopefully mine and laugh over old times. just that for now. i need to get out of your life. and you from mine.
take care and till then.
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