I have been dreaming of T lately. No idea why.
And in my dreams, he was here to visit, for holiday or well at least it seems like we were out on a holiday. It seems real yet it leaves me doubting these feelings and dreams. How could I even be thinking of him when I seem to have stopped having any form of communication with him.
Thou at times i do miss the late nights i stayed up just to have a chat or see him. Those were the silly days that still sometimes bring back sweet memories. Nonetheless, it was nice dreaming cos in reality truth often stings or hurts more. I prefer somethings to stay the way they are in my dreams.
On the other side of things when it comes to meeting the right one and fate and yadayada stuff, I kinda wish things were explicit and clearer. I wished often that there is some sign on the people I meet that tells me what is it that they are thinking of. What I thought or what I feel might not reflect the person's intentions afterall. It could always end up being like you always call it - a one sided thing. And more or less I conclude it is most prob a one sided for now and before I know it, I think it is time to move on and look for the next better player and hopefully this time, there are signs around to say yes my only exception has appeared.
Are you my only exception?
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