It's like a thunderstorm that came that night
Unexpected and unaware of the degree of damage that would have brought about
Emotions ran high in all three of us
I gave up with tears streaming down
I tried and i fought
but no matter how, they were my parents
I love them and to hurt them is the last thing that i want to do
But i guess they were probably hurt already
Leaving no choice for me, forcing me to the corner
I want to have that bit more trust from them in me
I have no where to hide anymore
And i have to face this all alone
He is just too far away
Can i find a way out this time? Tell me what to do
How or what can i do to gain their trust
Would he give up on me, give up on us
I wish somehow God will give me an answer
I love both of them that i feel torn between
How unhappy it has caused him to become
How frustrated it has caused us to be
How this thunderstorm has shaken us
Shouldn't we be able to ride out of this together?
I need to know, too, at times i am not alone
I get afraid like how things will become
The choice of leaving me in the end
It comes back and haunt me
His curse of "you will never ever find a boyfriend"
so probably he was right, I could never find someone to love me ever again
To live with this curse, it had been years
I want this time to work
I want to give it a try before i say i give up
I want to go through this thunderstorm with you supporting me
I need you to know that there are more thunderstorms that will come along the way
There are more obstacles and fights that will come our way
Will you abandon me like how he did?
perhaps sometimes all i need is that bit of assurance
am i asking for too much.
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