i finished one litre of tears. and i literally cried buckets la.

should have listened to rayner when he said he really cried every episode. and to think i thought i will not cry. how wrong am i when i realise the box of tissue almost gone. to believe myself one who cries when watching animation sometimes how to not cry for this japanese drama series.

It is THAT touching. one litre of my tears went out for the story.

it is based on a real life story of this girl who struggles with her illness at the age of 15 till she passed away at age 25. the struggle of leaving school, her life, friends and loved ones. What a sad thing to see yourself not being able to walk talk and do anything yet your brain is still functioning. the thought just made me shudder.

my dearies. how many times have we complained bout so many things in life. it's always easy to say and yet not do. that includes myself. just remember to thank God that we are still breathing. to thank God that we need not struggle to speak. need not struggle to take that step to walk on our own.

how can we better appreciate life. i know i am starting to search deeper now.

on a side note.

GO dear BOYS!!! army half marathon! you guys can do it!!! wheeee!!