totally getting old. so dang tired. ZZzzz. well but it was all worth it.

an AWESOME night at mambo. i guess it was really the friends that made the difference. we were freaking crazy. crazy moves. crazy laughter. i really enjoyed clubbing with CSS peeps. and the best part was there was no smoke in zouk, how wonderful!! CSS peeps always gives me the best clubbing experience. if only i need not work the next day. i would have stayed all the way and not be so pathetic to take a cab home alone. BAH!

some side note. sometimes i guess my indecisiveness really annoys the shit out of people. and if you are reading. i am really sorry for being an ass ah. really. i sincerly apologise. it will not happen again. cos as lionel said. it's really simple. 1+1 = ? yes. it's that simple. 2! =)

the week is almost over.
foc follow up was over. blink of an eye. didn't really felt like i was part of the whole event afterall. cos of work commitments. eh this isn't the first time anyway. work just sucks me dry from other events/activities. bah. it's ok. another 4 mondays! 17 days to be exact. WUHAHAHA! and i smell freedom. =)

this foc all the way through to followup. there are many things that happened. either before during or even after camp. so much changes around. so many "things" popping out. many things to reconcile and comprehend. this applies probably to everyone. everyone has to learn to adapt to somethings that have already started and there is nothing you me could do to change or to stop it. cos we all know it will be no point. so let's just learn to accept them as they are and come on!! life goes on. no one can not live without any particular one. so always remember what they always say: Let go and let god. hard to do it. but i will try.

but before i try can i just be able to enjoy each moment i see you. it might not be much. but i guess. just that one chance to see you that once a week. i guess it will make the coming week so much easier. sounding really nuts. can i just indulge for a while? cos before i come back to reality and confuse myself over so many things. cos afterall. it will burst like any bubble.

oh. and yes. i signed up for the mizuno 10km run!!! yes yes.i know. please pick up yr jaws. i am doing 10km. all for the name of brotherly love. haha. chicko ray and ah boon all doing 10km. how can i not do right. but it would probably mean i will be chui by the end of it. haha. well.. at least i get a mizuno shirt and shoebag. heh.

seems like july is really a busy month. so many things that i intend to do. intend to get. i better write the list and constantly remind myself of the things i wanna do and get. =)

things i wanna do:
1. Cafe Del Mar
2. Suntanning at Sentosa
3. Timbre with buddies
4. Karaoke - 'm very deprived
5. Mindcafe
6. Tao restaurant
7. Kushinbo
8. Carnivore buffet which moses and magic mentioned
9. Cafe Iguana
10. Tennis/Swimming/Jogging

things i wanna buy:
1. bag
2. either adidas/esprit/dkny watch
3. a pair of red madrid birks - my 4th =)
4. bobbi brown eye liner gel
5. bourjours lip gloss
6. stella mcartney perfume!! - can't find! argh
7. digi cam - been a long time
8. new pair of specs - wat say a green plastic frame? hmmm
9.pair of shoes from zara - it's on sale. should i get?
10. a pair of Onitsuka Tiger sneakers
11. jacket - the old one is growing "hair"