this week has been an emotional-roller coaster week for me. so many emotions flying around me. flying so quickly till i do not know how to handle it. i hate this feeling. i just want to hide and run away. things i feel around me. the feeling is growing.

it's so near easter and yet we so many are facing difficulties in so many issues. personal. non personal. the devil is really having a good laugh now. looking at what we are now. why have we sucumbed to it. why let things be like that. i am really sad. =(

how to reconcile with so many things. so many issues. i really seem so distant from things. besides the overwhelming presentations and slide making sessions, things are not really smooth for everything or even for people around me.

i am staring at my laptop thinking what i should blog about. i had so much to blog actually. bout the week and also on last meetup with claud, sunday with parents last week. the school week itself and today. but all of sudden i just want to shut up. i want to hide into my little comfort zone. i have my comfort zone too if you didn't know yet.

i am so disillusioned. leave me alone.