happy-ness from within

ok. peeps. i realise my blog is so dusty that i have caught a flu and a bad cough.. *ah choo*

well well.. all i can say is.. LIFE IS GETTING B-E-A-U-TIFUL ...

life is hectic yet i am loving it. never felt my life so well lived before. although alone yet i get company all the time. contradict eh? i dun really care if anyone understands.. as long as i know. nothing else matters.

world cup is finally coming to an end.. down to the final four teams..
ITALY - GERMANY - PORTUGAL - FRANCE

woo hoo.. not that i am a soccer maniac.. just that come on.. it's the world cup.. who doesn't watch.. heh.

before all these.. where have i disappeared to.. i have been to 2 camps.. back to back.. damn tired after that but it was great fun.. knowing more ppl especially in CSS FOC.. cos i seriously felt like a freshie instead of a facil. i met many many more ppl from CSS and i thank god for bringing me back to his home and get to know these wonderful ppl.. they really make it so welcoming.. that it just feels so natural. 5 days 4 nights for CSS camp.. long eh.. but i feel so energised after the camp. spiritually energised that is. i had a great last night at CSS camp.. recon night that's what it is called. i had my first experience with praying over and praise and worship by the living stones. all i can say is. i feel much closer to god already. and i really feel blessed to be called to be one of his children.

after that camp.. i went for the bizad FOC and yes i took up the duty of an ogl.. which honestly i felt that i failed badly at the end of the camp. i got myself physically hurt, emotionally hurt as well.. betrayal sucks. being lied to suck even more. apparently. i got nothing more to say bout the camp, just only that i had a great time without thinking into too much into human selfishness and motives behind every actions. i wanna thank my seniors for making this camp a great one for me at least. they're a great bunch supporting me.. muacks to them.. as for the freshies.. welcome to NUS.. =) as for anymore activities to do with bizad... sorry to say.. i think i shall stop for now.. O week shall be my last event perhaps.

comparing the two camps that i went to.. i can conclude that the first camp was much fulfilling and meaningful to me. although i was scared and lost in CSS camp on the first day where everyone thought i was a freshie!!! i manage to feel welcomed by them into the big family of CSS. yes. the word is family. i feel more at home at CSS. no pretending. no faking. all true and nice ppl.. =) phew i am so glad i have CSS. heh. *seems so advertising CSS right* hahaha.. as for biz FOC i went with hopes and left with nothing in return.. i have no idea why i am feeling this way towards my camp from biz.. i just dun feel any connection.. am i wierd? no wonder emelia once told me i will defintely enjoy CSS camp better than biz one. now i finally understand.

and other than my camps.. i had been temping.. meaning doing temp jobs lah. what else. hahaha.. at least earn some buckaroos to spend right.. so i am really very busy!!! i am trying my very best to meet up with ppl. but it seems that i still have not enough time.. i need more time. i still have to meet jingmei meiling and ligen seperately to make up the short hours i had with them on outing when i rushed off.. =( and pauline i finally met her.. and yes.. lotsa stories. heh.. i am looking forward to more meetups babe.. sat swim and tan eh.. time for new bikini.. hahha..

oh oh.. before i forget my biz og actually bet on me to go on a diet for four months on quaker oat.. ewww.. but i am gg or should i say currently doing it just to prove them man.. i will do it. hahaha..

lastly.. one very impt thing to update on my life is that.. my best friend!!! JUNE CHEW is finally home.. we met up eventually after my camps.. really had a great time hanging out once again.. three of us at settlers.. laughing and talking.. but mainly feeling comfy with each others presence.. and yes.. the three of us supposedly to go for milk run!!! but my dear buddies.. junie and claud fell ill.. damn.. but i still went ahead.. all thanks to kevin for "psychoing" me to join the sci fac together for the run.. it was an awesome sunday spent with sci fac.. nice bunch i must say.. heh.. so anywayz.. june pls get well soon.. and claud as well.. we still got so much things to do together!!! sentosa.. wala and more shopping trips which we haven't even went on one yet!!! and yes.. planning our birthday babe!! just you and me.. simple one.. oh man.. i am so hyped already.. hahaha.. =p

i think whatever i have ranted above seems so messy.. it's like my events seems to be flying all over. hahaha.. is it confusing peeps?? or in the first place.. i dun think much ppl read.. haha..

i think i must be nuts.. it's almost two and i am still blogging here.. hahaha.. i wanna sleep!!! sleep sleep sleep.. =)

ooo.. before i tuck myself comfortably under my comforter.. shall post up the pics of my past few weeks/months and the things i had been doing.. cos i always feel that pics speak a thousand words.. and for me.. it speaks gezillion words.. heh..