happy-ness from within

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i just realised i haven't been updating my blog.. but then again. guess not many read.. so what the hell.. i shall just blog whenever i feel like. bleh

anywayz. days are crazy. i have been so so tied up in school work. had a semester break that did not even look like a semester break. and my mum was like. "huh? you mean you are having your holidays?" haha. yes. that's how bad. cos i have been sleeping only at 2am almost to 3am and waking up almost latest at 730am ever since. for almost 2 weeks or so. that's my routine.

*tear drop* i need someone to tell me and encourage me to move on. stop thinking too much into things. and boy.. i am glad there was Deyang along these days to struggle hard together. i think we are extremist man. been to the library so often like for straight 10 hrs. can u imagaine? that's like the longest time ever i had been in a library. but honestly.. i feel that it is rather effective. at least i feel "studious". hahaha.. yea yea. elaine loves self-denial.

so you see.. school'd been treating me not bad. with so much activities and DEADLINES to meet. more and more reports to write.. sigh. sometimes i wonder.. what's all these for. i guess a better future everyone will say.. i shall just listen for now. oh yea. CSS had been fun. meeting more ppl from God's family. opening myself up and confessing my ignorance helped me learn more about God. God's always here for me. and for this i thank my lord for being the one all the time to pick me up and be with me. i simply love the times i have in front of church these days. mere sitting and no thoughts but praising god. haha.. sometimes i just think. what's there to life. if only life is much more simpler and less complicated. oh well. life is never what you expect it to be ain't it.

other than school church and stuff.. i did more stuff than i thought. hahaha.. met up with friends. these lovely people never fail to cheer my days and make them beautiful memories in my life. well.. i shall leave the pics to do the job later. so do enjoy the pics.

other than that. i guess life's been pretty fast forwarding for me. blink of an eye, we are now in the last month of the first quarter of the year.. MARCH! and soon.. exams and finally all our long deserved break.. that is i am still standing strong to enjoy by then. haha.

oh btw, i think i have sort of made two important decisions in my life. hopefully they are right and no. i am not going to say what they are here. come talk to me if you want to know. haha.. bleh*

before i end off with tons of pics to pollute yr eyes my dear readers.. something i just feel like saying..

i am glad there was someone to make some effort to show me he/she cared. i am glad we are still keeping this friendship going on. anything more than that i really don't hope. just want to thank you for taking time to do certain stuff for me. is it just for me? or you will do so for many others? hmmm.. not sure if it's just me procastinating too much? or is it really how i felt it to be. know something. when the replies were short, upset i was. when replies were just mere good morning or good night. it lifted my day. guess the small little things were starting to bug me in my head. As our days get busy. i am glad i am still remembered by you. maybe to you, it could mean nothing. but to me. procastination is working. good or bad i don't know. if you ever read this part, will you ever know i am talking about you? ...

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