we shouldn't haven even started

i am feeling upset..

sobz.. this feeling in me that i wanna cry but i think it's stupid to do so. cos i knew it from the beginning. we agreed on it. i am such an ATTENTION SUCKER! i need them. if i don't feel like i got them.. boy.. u know the rest. is there anything wrong with me? i think i have some fucking problem in my head. pissed is all i am feeling today. with school? no idea. with... i think so. but i see it as ridiculous. but i mean as a girl.. i think i can feel this way. shouldn't i? is this a sign? if it is.. fucking come straight to my face and say to me. don't do this. it's worse than having..

help help help.

i am having post PMS. yes. this concludes it. PMS.

Screw off. leave me alone. or i'll BITE!!!