surprise surprise.
i am still not in bed. but it's for a good cause. i am STUDYING. buahaha..
can't imagine that eh.. yes.. i am seriously studying already. sobz.. tired but i can make it.. taking a small break now.. back to studying in a while..
well.. these days seems so fast too.. i think it's good. for me. for him. for everyone.
is there a problem with me? i need someone to give me full attention all the time which i think is nuts and over demanding when i myself can't focus and give the full attention. heh. selfish yea. maybe that's what u can call me. i don't wanna be selfish. i just wanna learn along the way. what is the right way to be in a relationship once again. is it me? is it him? or is it just us? so many questions yet hiding from our mouths. so many doubts yet not clearing. so many things to do together yet no time. time's running out. i know it and he knows. and god knows we are avoiding it. am i lamenting? i think i am. why the hell.. i know i shouldn't be minding. i know i will not once i am numb. that is. hahaha..
okok.. i should stop my "no sense" talk above and get back to my books. till then again. ciaoz.
ps: attention giver pls fill up yr names and apply. thank you.
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