helloooo...

it's been ages since i have any post and u must be wondering.. where the hell is elaine??? yes yes.. elaine's back.. just returned from my long week in malaysia. boy was this trip a fruitful one..

first thing first.. i managed to SHOP!! bought 2 pairs of shoes.. 5 tops.. and accessories! yes.. SHOPPING!! retail therapy is so good.. how i wish i can have more of such therapy.. other than shopping.. spending time with my cousins and aunties in malaysia made me realise how important family memebers are.. these are definitely memories u can never forget.. esp the time when we all walked out on the streets for breakfast and dinner.. as if the whole street was ours! anyways.. shall post up some photos after this posting!

so many things have been happening around me.. things directing linked to me.. and things directly not linked.. like the death of dr wee khim wee.. claudia's mum.. and my own family stuff.. it's like the older we get the more problems we have.. emotional/financial/physical.. u name it.. we have it. sigh.. is this growing up??

i am feeling rather lost these days.. like so much to decide. decisions and more decisions everyday.. and to add on to the stress level.. branch have been super duper busy! only been going home at 8+ everyday! can u believe it.. yes.. bank teller going home at 8+ and no OT!! argh.. now i am still deciding when to tender my resignation.. and when's the best time to let them now! talking bout that, i was contemplating. TMR! sat.. what say u guys? advance warning before i tender the letter on 30may? is tha ok? sigh.. this is the one big wuestion i alwasy have in my head!

guess it's at times like that i need someone to be by my side to be on the phone and discussing this with me. but who? there's no one currently.. but i wanna hold on and believe there will be one who will appear..

what say you??