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i am feeling disgusted..

k.. i know some of u who ever read this blog will start scolding me for doing this.. but yes i just need to say it out!! DISGUSTING!! ah.. went to some where online and saw some disgusting things.. why why why!! i can't believe.. words like "meet the parents", "meet the family" or even "proposed"!! oh man.. i am disgusted.. don't ask me what's all these about.. cause i'll not say.. just that i am DISGUSTED!! u should know how disgusted i am as u can see how many disgust there are in this short para.. HELP!!

seeing that in particular.. makes me wonder how true some people's words are to another.. how true can one party be to another.. will such things ever work out.. u might think i am pessimistic.. yea.. i agree.. i am now.. but i am still waiting for that someone to make me become optimistic once again.. anyways.. i guess i am just disgusted.. not in any way upset.. which i know is a good thing.. haha..

being 21 this year bears a great significant for me.. cause i finally get to move on..
1. to study! yippeee....
2. as a single.. sort of freedom i never felt before..
3. as a "grown up" in the university of life.. yes..

i just wanna thank god for all that he had brought me through and brought me to.. thanks for all u ahve given.. regardless saddness or happiness i knew u were there..

oh yes.. another good news! i finally officially announced to my manager of my resignation soon.. however it might be earlier than i expected.. cause the bao tou dun let me take the 4 days i requre in june for orientation.. can u believe it.. sigh.. but she did gave a call to me after i got to the train saying she'll talk to me tmr.. hmmz.. wonder what'll all that be bout..

so for those who are looking at this posting.. yea. elaine's gonna be out of job soon! any part time jobs.. pls dun forget this number... *eh.. u guys shld know!*hahaha.

adios!