Saturday, April 23, 2005

once again i am back..Buahahaha...

mood: HAPPY!! :D

i can FINALLY blog...

yeap.. after so long i finally decided to "part" with that money to fix my freaking annoying computer! now i am $50 down in my wallet.. DAMN.. and that guy is coming tmr to fix up the CD rom and my bro's comp.. which = more MONEY!

so so.. here i am back in this blogging world.. guess i finally found a place to voice out my thoughts.. a full year from the day i last blogged.. can u believe.. time really flies..

so many things have happened in this one year.. me changing.. learning from mistakes made.. learning from loss of my loved one.. friends that i made.. new/old/ acquaintances.. you name it i have it.. so many till i don't know where to start. but i guess all these has been in the past and therefore.. i shall not harp on further.. there are so much things in life..

life is just too short for regrets.. you only get to live life once, live it to the fullest. with no regrets.

i guess i have changed. a night of clearing out the perceptions my friends had on me made me realise the change in me. i admit i changed. for better or worse. i don't really give a hoot anymore. it still hurts when i think back how they thought of me but then life goes on.. so HECK! BLEH! hahaha.. after that night, it dawned on me that we have all grown up. *winkz*

there are so much things i wanna say.. so much so much. yet i know if i do put them all down. this first poting will be WAY TOO LONG!! so gonna save whoever will read this blog of mine. heh heh.. :D

there are so much things going thru my head and in my life.. so many things that will happen in the next few months.. a totally new experience in a few months time.. Will i be able to cope.. will i be able to make it.. sigh.. guess i shall not think too far for now..

shall sign out now.. and be back with more updates!

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