thought i won't be able to blog today.. cause something screwed up with my comp.. but luckily.. with my ingenius brain (and of cos.. claud) hahaha.. i manage to make it work! ta da~!!
so so.. today kinda felt fed up.. fed up with the comp most of the time.. luckily connie's husband came and repair both me and bro's comp.. so at least now i can be all ready "technologically" for school.. hee.. and the best thing bout this is.. DADDY PAID!! yippee.. that means i saved that $200 which in turns mean i can do more shopping!! (the problem of it screwing up happened after the guy left that's what got me even more pe cher!)
besides repairing comp today.. i was feeling cheated.. not really cheated but just dissapointed cause it once again has proven to me that guys can't be trusted. why bother telling me things and yet u can't do it.. crap u are.. big crap u are. no wonder everyone asked me not to trust whatever u say. i finally get what they mean. so PO do lie! basket! but seriously.. i am not bothered by not keeping to the promise.. i'm just feeling bothered.. or should i say i just wanna be bothered.. hahaha.. k.. i am starting to crap..
looking around my room.. mum walking in and telling me to start packing up.. damn! so many things to do.. looking at the empty luggage bag reminds me of the trips i had last year.. how i yearn to go somewhere with my friends again.. sigh.. but as i grow older each day.. it seems so much more difficult.. everyone has their own life.. everyone's busy in their own way.. who really do bother to stop and care bout another.. except that the other person is yr family member or yr other half?? right? sadly.. that's reality.. reality is cruel and i have slowly learnt to accept it.. accept it the hard way or easy way.. i don't know..
guess i better stop for now and try to do some packing.. so let's see....
till then again! :D
i think u should update abt e part tat he did call jus tat u missed it.. lol.. give him some credit la. haha..
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