It has been a pretty long time since I penned down any of my thoughts.
Been through quite some, I would say, dissappointing times at work and I suddenly felt like I have been picked up and thrown on the floor and stepped many times over. I never knew a mistake could have caused me a second chance. A second chance to even redeem my self or to prove what I have got. I know I need to learn to move on from this incident and be positive but it simply seems so difficult to move forward with a mistake made. The punishment and yes it seems like a punishment cos for once after I changed to this new role, I thought I found a little bit of passion for my work cos the change was refreshing and I felt challenged. Just like when I was still in school. Everything is new and exciting. Yet I made a mistake that I also find it hard to forgive myself. It is a stupid mistake as my manager bluntly put across to me. But to put me now into a role that is so slow and mundane, the fire has been put off, whatever passion I thought I had is gone. So here I am. Back to square one with my job. Looking forward to 6pm and so not looking forward to 9am at work. And guess what, to top it off for this festive season, my department will be moving to Changi Business in January.
God, I am really not sure how to move on positively at work anymore. Could you please give me some answers?
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