my vomit

okay

I am feeling upset more than often these days.
But the thing is, I don't know what i am upset about.
I had a wonderful 2 weeks getaway from everything and just purely having the best time of my 2009

Just that when all that ended, it feels like my dream and the only thing that kept me motivated to work and to be happy was over. I don't see a point in being happy (strangely enough). I don't feel happy and instead at times I feel empty. I feel lost and unsure out of the blue. I will stare into my computer screen at work and gaze in between the many lines in front of me.

I don't seem to find any joy in doing things or even at times talking. I feel like hiding into this big shell and be a hermit crab. Where have the old me gone to? With hope, enthusiasm and confidence, that was me in the past. Now I don't even know who i want to be anymore. I am not sure of my decisions anymore.

Oh can someone tell me everything will be fine? Or is this just my post holiday depression? :(