simple needs and wants which i can't seem to have
simple wish like holding your hands walking down that street
so simple and yet it would take us 12 hrs of flight to get there.
you are so far away at times. your absence fills in whenever the missing gets too much
to be connected only through technology with a distance that is unmeasurable.
uncertainty about our future. uncertainty about what is ahead for us.
my heart aches each time it gets difficult and we both end up being frustrated.
not with one another. but with the distance we are put with and the time difference that we have. the frustration is getting stronger. i am afraid. of us being tired of this. then how?
will we be given that fair chance one day to chase our dreams and be happily ever after?
the journey is not easy and yet we took the leap and found ourselves not able to turn back.
and we have finally seen how difficult this will become in days, weeks, months or even years to come. are you ready for this, i ask. will you have the determination to see us through.
you often say "don't think so much", you often say 'don't worry my darling". i trust you, i really do. but at times I wish you would give me comfort and settle my heart. simply with a hug. yet i know that is out of reach except through that screen.
i tell myself to be patient. to have patience to love.
this love has definitely taught me so much. to be a bit more optimistic than who i already am. to believe and to trust. like you said, you cannot do this alone. i can't too. i need to do this with you.
we need that faith, that trust, that patience and that bit of optimisim.
i know i am loved and this love brings a smile to me whenever i think of you loving me.
Keine Worte könnten erklären, wie ich fühle.
Bitte haben Sie ein wenig mehr Geduld und optimisim
zu glauben und Vertrauen in uns
Ich Liebe Dich, mien Tobias.
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