No one could imagine how I am feeling at this moment.

Uncertainty fills my head. Uncertain of what is out there for me still.

If you have been an “ardent” reader of my mouldy blog.. you will realize that this blog came to a standstill for quite a while ever since work started. And as always, many things, people and relationships in my life have changed. Sometimes, changes happen so often to a point where it will be quite weird having no changes. But I know amidst all changes, only one constant remains. And many times, it is this constant that I have started to learn to draw strength from. In the silence space in church between me and Him, I seem to find the peace which I have been searching for. And I am still searching.

But I know through this journey, I will not be alone. Thank God for Living Stones. At times, the fear of being involved in a community still daunts me. But thank God for the people in LSCO and my CG, the encouragements that come. My AP –Shirley! She’s the best. Thanks for the prayers and being there just listening to me. Relationships that have been broken accompanied with almost a bucket of tears seem silly as I pray more. There are definitely more things to life that what I am experiencing and I just need to learn to count my many many blessings.

Being part of the Life in Spirit Seminar 2008 – BeLoved Committee has really made me experience God in a totally new and different way. I do not know where I should start to share about this year’s experience. I went back to my posting one year back to see what I wrote after my weekend retreat at LISS and there I relived my encounter once again. This year’s very different from what I felt last year. As a participant last year and to being a facil and being in the comm. This year really brought me, grew me into experiencing God in another way. The ability to pray for participants edified me. The pre prayers that LSCO takes time to do showed me that one really need to pray. Actions with no prayers are mere actions. I have indeed learnt another lesson. Perhaps with all these, I have matured in my spiritual life. At least I think so. =)

Living Stones (pictures to be uploaded...)

Alright.. back to more earthly matters.. I realize this blog have not been updated for a few months and not surprising, many events have occurred.. Birthdays are definitely the number one things that I know I must update. But as always, I love to use pictures to capture down the moments of celebration and fun!! So enjoy the pictures and the stories that come with them.. =D

*PS: photos will be up in a while... *


Oh oh!!! One more important event in my life which most of my bestest friends would have known is….
I am officially a DRIVER!!!! *quick say your congrats* =)
Haha.. Praise God especially for this because me being me was late for my practice drive before the actual test. So I only practiced for like 10 mins!! Haha.. can’t believe it myself either. So it must have been a miracle that I finally passed =) wheeeee…