It's been a while.
really busy these days. with preparation of LISS i started becoming more involved in Living Stones. LSCO my new community. Besides, i am starting to love my North CG. really, wednesdays i look forward to because besides it being the middle of the week but because it's CG day. getting to see my AP, and other members of the CG.. makes it all good. Being part of a new community does make me miss the old one back in NUS. my dearest CSS community which i still do try my best to stay in touch with some back in school.. but it's starting to daunt on me that it is not that easy after a while.. because it's just different not being part of it anymore. no more studying together no more seeing each other for weeks which is so rare in the past. now it all happens and becomes part and parcel of my life. being replaced was how i felt initially but i guess that was a selfish thought.. it's good that i could be replaced.. that means there are more people who are willing to serve and touch people's life =) still sometimes the feeling do come once in a while when i do miss the people back in the old community. thou i do not say them out often i do miss each of you. spending time studying, talking and most imptly praying. =) oh wells.. life goes on don't it.. like what claudia and i said to each other that night.. we can stop walking on the streets one day and just look at the people around us.. people just keep moving. they do not stop cos we stopped walking. so just move on and keep moving. it's true. and that is and shall be my new direction in life. just keep on moving.. haha..
besides whining as per above... let me whine about my working life below.
work's been quite a biatch. well. not that bad. just that morale has really been low and definitely we do get affected. it seems so real. just months ago i just joined thinking of the future in working at my current job and now i fear for my future being here. strange isn't it what life brings. i deem it as God's plan for me. to make me go through to make me stronger for the coming future. =) oh and i must really thank God for bringing me away from my previous team where my mentor was starting to become totally nasty to me.. really i cannot take it anymore for that period of time. but now i am fine. cos my new team is so fun. we have dress code on jeans day. we have food and drinks everyday. thou it might mean lunching in sitting in front of my work desk and finishing my meal. working for 12 hrs without getting out of office. i am actually quite happy to do so cos the weather is TERRIBLE. well.. if just talking bout the work work kind of work i am getting kinda stress.. but talking bout ppl relations i am really happier here. So praise God for that. =)
Besides that.. my life has been rather a ok i feel. nothing exciting as i get really really exhausted these days after work. sleep early too.. i mean not really very early but earlier than usual when i was in school.. tonight is an exception for staying up late cos tmr is friday. no link to me being up still so late but yea thought i would just blog it down. i realise i haven't blogged for very very long. chinese new year pics, cindy's bday pics, our girl's night out pics, lsco pics, chill out with friends pics.. oh man.. time for a big update another time with pics man.. haha..
as for now.. i shall tuck myself to bed and wake up to a beautiful friday. i am so going to spoil myself with shopping tmr night!!! =)
night my friends and loved ones. god bless.
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