i just wanna get a job and LEAVE.

you don't know how much i wish i am in my new stage of life.

you don't know how much i detest this limbo stage i am in.

you don't know how much i yearn to move on in my life.

you don't know how much i wish time moved faster.

you don't know how much i pray to know your plans for me.

so that all my anxieties will be over. i want certainty. i want facts.
i don't want to sit and wait anymore.

i want to get a job and bury myself in that place i could shine. shine among everyone. reach and be the brightest star around. be recognized. to be appreciated. i wish i can find that place that i fit in.

i want to be happy once again. the day i am truly happy once again. you will know. =)