SINS

on a serious note today...

how do you denote serious sins?

honestly, i have no idea. serious or not. it depends on oneself. and yes. in my life. i have sinned. tons. some so serious i never want to talk bout it ever again. sometimes living in this world makes you commit sins unconciously. lies. jealousy. betrayal. yes. all these i sinned. and today i ask for forgiveness. sense of relief. sense of understanding.

sometimes it's easy to forgive but not easy to forget.

i can proudly say i have forgiven. but i am definitely not going to forget for life. cos thru that i learnt the hard way. i pray every week in church to forget. to forgive. i am still on my way. yet while on my way. i am loved by someone. and i am blessed to love again. and be loved in return. thanks to him. i learnt to be truthful and it does help. i am just so glad to have met him.

claudia says i am happier.. much happier this time of the year compared to last year where i am still whining. hahaha.. yes. i am happier. this didn't come easy. and i want you.. claudia!! to be happy once again like me too.!! we must live our lives happier!!

being a teensy bitsy emotional tonight. cos i think it's time for reflections soon. cos it's 4 more days to christmas!! WHERE IS MY PRESENT??

and poor me can only go shopping after end of this year cos that's only when my pay is coming in. sigh. guess babe u gotta wait for me to go post xmas shopping!! i got so many presents to buy!! pls.. let's go shopping real soon.. i need retail therapy..