no reason to feel this way

let me see.

when was the last day i blogged.. guess i have been leaving this blog quite lonely.. haha.. so i shall add some spice to this space of mine..

these days.. time passes so fast that i can no longer keep track.. just like last week.. my freshmen orientation camp came and went.. fast like a wind.. before i knew it.. thou the camp ended.. i would say it's a total new begining to my life.. new friendships made.. new environment.. i am slowly loving my up coming school life.. meeting new people these days make me realise that life is not so bad being a single afterall.. it's like.. u get to have the freedom in knowing people.. esp GUYS.. buahaha..

however as i ended my FOC it also meant that i am leaving my 2nd home aka maybank soon.. as i am typing.. i have only two more days before my last day at work.. sigh.. a bit sad i must say.. especially will miss counting all the cash.. rushing to clear the cheques on time.. BOY! and one last impt thing i haven't do.. that is to say hi to that particular TNT guy called kenny.. haha.. yea i know some of my friends must be thinking.. what a name.. well who cares.. so i guess it's always forever the smiles that both he and i will have for one another.. bet he don't even knows my name.. DAMN! *tsk* so u see.. my days in maybank are numbered.. and yani been asking me daily how i feel.. and the truth is.. i have no idea.. maybe when 30th comes i will feel it.. *winkz*

no idea why.. i am feeling damn shagged these days.. yet i am not turning in early.. haha.. i am MAD.. so many things i wanna do yet i have no idea where to start.. so many people to go out with i don't know who to start from.. in the end.. i'm always alone.. haha

there's a part of me which i think i am pyschologically unstable.. haha.. it's like i am afraid.. afraid of something.. i guess jingmei will know what i amtalking bout here.. haha.. can somebody just let me know what's wrong with me? sigh...

and yes.. i am so awaiting for blading class this sat!! bring it on baby!! there after i am suppose to have some bash thingy at clarke quay.. but well.. no idea if my new found friends are seriously onz.. so we shall wait and see..

so end off this little lonely space of mine.. i shall go upload some pics.. or shld i say lotsa pics.. haha.. tata!! Ciaoz..